jesus christ. i love you and all ma but you really know how to put me down sometimes. yea im stressed up the ass and im sure you are but dont take your anger out on me. times have changed and our relationship might not be the same as it used to be but dont use me as a punching bag. i dont even know why im writing on this anymore. maybe because nobody can see what i write...which is a good thing.

I hope you know I still think about you everyday

Don't let me fall

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KkKG33-XtpA

Do you?

αγαπάς πραγματικά μου 你真的愛我 je kweli upendo mimi Вы действительно любите меня

Enjoyment

I really enjoyed your fockey games...they were a lot of fun. I wish i came to at least one this season.

never let go

if you have something so precious and special in your life, never let go of it. i made that terrible mistake a year ago and i regret it so much right now. we disconnected from each other, as if you fell off the edge of the earth. it just sucks knowing i made that terrible mistake and everyday i have to feel the pain of knowing that i ruined it all. Never let go

day after day

how am i supposed to do this? how does one go on with their day and feel good about the decisions you made? it was a secret til i got out of school which i understand. i cant look at you normally knowing what you've done. this is really getting to me and i just want to go back to school. i just need someone to talk to, or go back to counseling.